I'm 31 year old female. Sucker for knowledge. Gemini. Desperately need to make meditating my new daily ritual. Scared of the dark. Nature's my best medicine. Love my 3 sibling black cats(brothers). Stuck in an unhealthy relationship for the past 4 years with no where else to go. No friends, haven't spoke to my family in over 4 years. I miss my family and I can't forgive myself for leaving. Now I want to go home but don't know how. At a lose, lost, no where to turn, running out of time, slipping away. I pray everything will turn out okay. ~S.P.